It's freaking, stressful. My hairs all turning white already. This is really bad. If it continues, I dont need a dye anymore. Everytime I feel stressed, my hair turns white, and it takes hell long for it to go back. Anyhow, everything is repetitive and such, and I'm quite sick of studying already. Good thing the guys get a long break after this.

I'm sick of ECONS. I never ever wanted to do a subject like that at all.

I'm sick of GEOGRAPHY. I never passed till prelims in secondary school, and I don't really like it in the first place.

I'm not that sick of LITERATURE. Cause, I think its quite nice, but I suck at it.

But still, lucky me, I think taking arts itself is a blessing. Cause somehow, it always links back to your ideas, views, and soul.

ANYHOW, exams are just a few days away. And, I just realised that some people finish on the 16th of Nov, which is definitely not helping. But admist all this studying, I realised that sometimes, this chase for results may not be that important in life. Cause no one said we must be perfect.

Went back to Celviano today, since I was at United Sq. John was in (freaking rare), told me that the school has 4 drum tutors now since I left and that he wanted to setup a school in Phuket. He just came back from there and was still fantasing about beach life. I can't believe that guy. Celviano is importing Yamaha next year and I will have to wait to find out if they do Yamaha Customs! Woohoo!

BEN! Relax man, its gonna happen no matter what, I know its quite sad but its not within our control so just let it be man. The subject will be hard to avoid too so just take it easy. Don't fret la, just let it go.

Cheekydeon is feeling rather fucked up.