.Friday, March 03, 2006√
Mixed Emotions.

Ok, so its finally over. I'm just so glad that I had gone and experienced JC life, and now the tough parts are all over and I emerged from the school a better person. Sadly, I had to say it was not due to the school's environment being in any case salient, but rather a not so fantastic environment that I had to learnt from. Of course there are teachers and friends more than worth mentioning and that very special girl too, who I'm so proud of. I always knew she could do it. A A A A2! I'm like so proud. After working so hard, she deserves it. I got my results without much emotions playing on scoring quite an acceptable grade, but more on knowing that I had it all the while. Honestly, the results did not matter, I was not aiming high, I never ever did aim high in terms of results, ever since my VS days, being 3rd from bottom in the sec1 cohort etc etc. I met my parents expectations, at least they sounded happy. My expectations were B B C and a B3, especially after studying 4-5 hours a day at forum only... I'm so glad the forum ppl like Amy and Andre and Stuart and Iris and Terri did well! But by saying that, it doesnt mean I was over the moon with my results, due to the ongoings around.

It literally killed me inside to know that my buddies like Weiming, Jason, Adam, Justin and even classmates like Dilys were disraught over their results. Of course it was a day of mixed emotions, with BNg, Marcus, Jie scoring above expectations, Im just so glad BNg tried hard and I'm so proud of his results. Ben and Thng did well too. A B B A1, who ever would have thought that I could score A for geog and I owe Peh and Ms K big time for econs and lit, dont ask me about GP, I really duno, I stopped reading since sec2 and sleep in class. Ms K says its god I should thank, but I think she deserves tons of credit instead. Oh well, what doesnt kill you makes you stronger. I'm actually more happy for my dearie than myself. Haha. So now comes the next phase which will alter your path in life but definitely not much of who you are, since most of the foundation of our character has been laid in the past 4 years. And so I left the school, with 4 fond memories, loads of good friends, 2 regrets and a more than acceptable A Level grade. Just want to tell everyone to move on even if you have great results, lets look forward together.

Work has been so intense in the past few days, but of course at least the stuff I have been handling has been rather enriching and working under such pressure is definitely acceptable. My bosses are fantastic and colleagues are great as usual. Supposed to treat them lunch on another day. Oh well. Taking driving lessons with the gf 4 times a wk now and we're trying to handle theory lessons at the same time too! Oh man, its tiring but rewarding and definitely a happy experience to share. :)

2 months of sunshine.
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