Hi guys im back again to blog, honestly I think Im growing outta the blogging thingy, now adays I dont even have time to come online due to a faulty computer and tight schedules, mr busy *ahem ahem*. Ha, anyway yep Im here to blog, lifes really changed, from a fast paced and really busy schedule to something thats becoming more of a routine, which is not really a relaxed routine but I guess Im really taking it easy.

I just realised that my honeymoon period for life may just have ended eons ago, I have been worrying about what Im gonna do next time for ages. Music school or Nus, am I good enough or do I suck really badly, unworthy of calling myself a musician. Yeah like dearie said I shouldnt worry that much after all Im missing the point and it should be enjoyable instead of so stressful. I guess thats a price to pay once you start taking music seriously. I mean Ive heard so many stories of how people decide to go studying music and after awhile it all gets too stressful and not a least bit interesting at all. Guess charles and I are also stuck in the same situation that if we go overseas to pursue music, we leave our beloved girfriends behind. I really love my baby so much sometimes its strong enough to believe that I shouldnt even consider going to Berklee. How I wish singapore had a Berklee.

And once you grow older, I duno, I just stop enjoying seasons and festivals anymore. Christmas, New years and CNY are nothing but occasions for me to rest. They hold no significance to me interms of festivals. At least it gives me a chance to spend my time with my dearie. and of course Christmas is sepcials to us :). Yeah anyhow, I think the whole CNY thing has already rubbed off me 5 years ago, now im actually looking forward to it JUST so i can get like Ang pow money to fund my overspending ways. Thank god that I still have dearie to make me more ra ra about the whole season with pineapple tarts etc haha. I love her.

YA that reminds me that paying for petrol sucks too. your bank account actually goes down by hundreds. That sucks. Doing lots of shows, improving but at a slow rate. Oh well lets just see where life takes me k!

Havent spend time with my bandies for such a long time, I guess i do have that syndrome. I have been changing schools and indluging in different cultures for such a long time that everytime I change a school or move on to the next phrase of my life I tend to lose contact with my friends, but the SAJC people are really a special bunch. Hope CNY goes well for all of us and I can meet up with everyone now. Miss you guys. Really sorry i couldnt be there for the alumni concert, tied down with 3 shows that I have to do, if not my sorry ass will be in jail haha.

Oh well, I miss my dearie mroe and more each day. Goh Huishan I love you so so much.! :)