Hey everyone, its finally here.

I'm finally applying for my university. I know I have gotten into NUS but, the more I think of it, its like, if I do enter NUS, thats almost it for me. Like all the dreams and such, gone, down the drain and then I wouldnt even consider myself unique like everyone else whose unique. I mean... hmmm the more I think about it, if I goto NUS, I wouldnt be maximising my potential.

Anyway no big surprises, I'm applying for my dream college, Berklee College of Music. Big fan of the school btw, all my drum idols come from there, and bands like Dream Theatre, Click 5, Maroon 5 etc etc come from there.

I really hope I get it. And whats more I hope I get into the scholarship programme too. My guitarist got in already and into the scholarship programme too! If I do go I will get going same time as him. And probably same time as dearie's SEP too.

There are alot of things to let go of when you do leave Singapore I guess.

I was doing the application and there were many probing questions about life and music and I guess those questions were there to question you about how serious you want to go to Berklee too. I guess after answering all the questions I would say, I dont know what to do with my life and if there was anything at all it would be to do music. I mean it looks tiring from the distance and I bet it is. Another question I would ask myself too is whether I want to be doing it for the rest of my life. I mean its dumb but yeah. Thats one big question mark. Anyway it was really efficient at getting me to think and I've got a long way to go. I just hope everything turns out fine.

Things that I have to leave behind weight a ton, but that doesnt mean Im not coming back for them.

I love you.