.Monday, June 02, 2008√
Ramblings in the morning.

So I'm going Switzerland soon, but kinda feel like I'm under prepared. Like I'm missing some piece of clothing or something. Well I hope not. Cannot wait to eat the food and such but spending this precious time away from the girlfriend is not making me that happy. Hai, what to do this is a long awaited family holiday too, can't miss it, my parents are already not young anymore, their like old enough to be my grand parents. Well, lets see how the holiday turns out, hope its good.

Just watched Narnia today, thought it was not bad, CS Lewis has many Christian connotations to his writings.

Another thing, I don't get with the whole "why you never "Jio" me why didn't you call me out" matter. If you want to go out, call and check with the person, must we provide an invitation, red carpet or limousine? For gods sake! Further more from my point of view, its always the same people organizing stuff, sometimes I admit we do leave out a few people, but thats because either we assume your not free or "you" always have the same things on. And we don't owe any of "you" an apology or explanation. If you think its so easy, organize something! It takes 2 hands to clap and don't EXPECT anything out of your friends. Yes, its assuming but its not my duty or anyone's to call or invite you. The worst is when the person does exactly the same thing and doesn't even stop to think about it.

#1. I'm nobody's bitch.
#2. Until you start organizing things you will NOT know how difficult it is sometimes.

I have been left out of activities many times and I don't complain. If I feel bored, want to go out, or catch up with my friends, I call them, ask them about plans and tell them to get back to me when anything comes up. When its soccer or movies or anything else, I call or ask to find out and not wait to be invited, cause then at least I know whats going on most of the time. And not whine and bitch about how no one calls me, and how freaking pathetic I am. Ok, its true everyone is guilty of that and I'm included, I'm not a saint but I try my best to understand. If you don't put effort into maintaining friendships with anyone, then don't freaking expect anyone to do the opposite to you, cause its not going to happen. If your a true friend, open that mouth of yours to ASK.

Bottom line is boils down to you, and what you want.

Peace.
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