Never have I been so unrebellious, easy going, relaxed, studious, serious in my life. After experiencing all I ever wanted to do in the small music dream I had, I realized that I never did plan anything after, in other words, I have no aspirations now. But do aspirations drop out of the sky, do the storks deliver them or do we formulate them in our evil dungeons. I have no idea, I'm kinda lost right now, I don't look forward to anything instrinsically me, I just know what I have to do for survival and I'm flowing with the currents. The main things that appeal to me involve the quote "golden arrow of consumption" (Shan) and seems all ethically wrong. This is what my aspirations line looks like right now:

Back in Singapore - get a job or two - get accepted into NUS - start school - *blank*

I can't always have these quarter life crisis every odd week can I...

It sucks to have doused your spark.

Deon